No Restraints

How do I feel..

You ask so sweetly 

As if there is a simple answer to such a complex question..

I'm Wild out of my mind 

All side ways when it comes to you.. 

My heart all crosswise

drifting in and out of my thoughts and I find myself out there 

lost in a world where no one else exists and time stands still 

I laugh lightly, feeling giddy,  nervously affected at my own insanity 

Loving the natural high

knowing full well that I give you me completely - without thought or concern 

Crashing full speed ahead

Bring it 

I want to feel it all

Can one care too much?

some call it insanity

I say it's living at its' best 

the unknown 

love without restraints..

any moments with you are quite simply the best of moments 

And certainly 

The saddest 

knowing they will end..

elated to live in the moment experiencing all of you 

I'll take my chances 

throw caution to the wind

Rather than give up loving you 

Because that would be a travesty I could not face..

Bind me up so that I may be set free..

Threaded by Love

A rift that just kept growing 

splitting at the seams

until the wounds became gaping holes 

Emptying my life second by second..

the tears couldn't be stopped

I welcomed the sting of the salty fluid smearing black  down my face as the innermost part of my being

Hemorrhaged 

It was all I had left 

my insides vacant..

Blinded by the pain

I couldn't see the 

hands reaching out 

couldn't feel the strings being placed gently around me 

Weaving in and out of my heart 

Slowly tediously stitch by stitch you wrapped me in a string of silky love

Pulling the threads tighter and tighter 

while you waited 

in patient love  

until the seams were ripped no more..

Eruption of Love

Seismic 

without warning 

You shook my world 

sending shock waves to my heart

Without thought 

Without reason 

I fell for you just like a child..

couldn't see beyond you 

You polarized me..

Dividing my heart

Separating my mind 

Reviving me / slaying me

Same skin yet changed 

I lived the magic at first glance 

Eyes that saw through me

It touched my soul

grabbed my heart 

I felt the hold you had on me 

Rendering me powerless 

Afraid and unsure 

You took my fears in your hand until they were no more

Making me whole

Imagine the jolt 

It shook me through&through

Reverberating my entire being

There's no way out

I'm not looking for one 

I wish to meld into you 

my ring of fire..

Delight in it..

Bask in my bountiful love 

with a heart big enough to heal the pain you've endured..

So much at stake but

Only in your mind 

Let me in if you dare 

Lounge around in my love

Daunting..

but only because you keep me at arms length 

Let these limbs wrap around you

Heart to heart 

Face to face

Hands aching to run their fingers across your chest..

arms & legs intertwined until they are one..

I'm sunshine warming your soul 

You will become drunk with desire for my touch of love

For you will absorb all of me my wanting craving and needing of you..

See what I know

Feel what I see

If we get nothing else in life 

Baby we got this

Revel in our passion..

Lose Control

Tragic to love so deeply you say..

It owns you 

Cataclysmic..there is no control 

Can't see past it around it in front or behind it..

No going around this love 

You must walk in it 

Don't fear me 

I'll be the hero of this tragedy 

curing your every trepidation 

Renewing you from the inside out

every pore vital  

on fire with my love

A rebirth of your heart

Let me love you like I do 

Fear not the unknown 

Never another love, never another time like ours..

We are the best you'll ever know

So let go 

It's ok to lose control 

anything can be anything 

But

Everything is everything

Light Me Up

Can't love you in the dark anymore 

This aloneness so loud 

no more room for all the voices in my head

Invisible in living color 

Listening to this silence has taught me truths 

The mystery unraveling 

Our mouths forming words that make no sense 

We are speaking different languages 

Uncommon ground 

Let's break the barrier 

Sync our similarities 

Desperate to hear you 

Your words are like the tree of life 

reigniting my dead heart 

filling my empty soul again 

Love me better 

I will love you well

Flow through me steadily 

I'll glide to you continuously 

Shine your light on me once more..

Lover's Touch

With each stroke of your gentle touch 

I lose my way 

Uninhibited by love 

Inhabiting all of you 

opening my eyes to things I never knew 

And I wish to never be found

Lost in the sea of you 

The gentlest Of love

Unleashing the wildest of passions within me

Intense raw

I sense you scarcely breathing 

Anticipating the euphoria that awaits us 

I surrender myself to your touch 

Bind me up in your love

Set me free in those hands that hold my soul captive

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Given Freely

Oh my..

You touch my mind in ways that are unspeakable 

I tingle 

My thoughts racing..

You've crowded out the rest

Taken over the details of my senses

I tremble at the sound of you 

You only have to speak my name 

Making love to my mind 

Intriguing 

captivating all of me 

As never before..

I am yours 

Speak your words of love..

I eagerly await your expressions that cause my soul to quiver

I want you 

I desire you 

You are my intention 

Unwrap me slowly 

Gently 

Bit by bit 

I'll never disappoint 

delighting you in ways you have never known..

I give myself freely

a gift to behold 

Sweet love that will take you home..

Crumbs

Crumbling 

Grasping onto the pieces of us

as the crevice widens

memories seep through as I hang onto each morsel of love breaking away

We slip to the ground splattering everywhere..

I want to keep you

Down on my knees 

collecting the portions 

Love isn't done with us

we are just fragmented 

scraps of love here & there..

I sit alone in the middle of it all 

My heart yearning 

Uncertain of it all

Feeling it in my heart 

Feeling it in my soul

When it's sad it is so sad..

so empty 

somehow my words are silent to you 

The sting of silence crumbling  my heart 

as they echo off the walls and disintegrate back into me..

But when it's right 

it is so right 

I'll stand in the gap 

I'll carry the burden

My hands cupped 

Reaching out 

catching all the crumbs..

Until we are whole again

Greatest of these...

There is love of many things..

We all need it seek it crave it

Searching for love in many ways

Desiring to be filled

But All things pale next to the human touch 

It fills our heart 

Frees our soul 

makes us whole

The greatest love is made of us❤️

Isolation

Longing for..

needing to be filled 

Created to be full

Desiring to be needed 

an empty vacuum 

Just waiting 

Who can satisfy that

What can heal it..

No end in sight to close the pain

It's a dangerous void to try and fill 

Leave me be 

You have before 

You will again 

I know 

I put you out 

Don't you know I will throw you about 

Satisfy me

It's morning I'm happy 

It's noon I'm empty 

I want To know I'm more than nothing 

I need to know I'm something extraordinary to someone 

Is any one person's love enough 

Can you cover me

Maybe

Maybe not 

Am I choosing isolation..

No guessing what loneliness has cost me 

Feels like everything 

Void depleted 

Exhausted 

Pour it out 

Replenish me with the 

Love of you 

set me free from me 

and the loneliness will be gone

Until it's not..

Icicles

My love filled you 

Soothed you held you

But so quickly you would forget 

Kisses hugs gentle words sad words 

begging pleading crying 

Trying to love the violence out of you..

You said over and over 

It is done - last time

Love is it 

All we need 

It was the master plan to healing all things..

all things but you 

Oh how I wanted to believe 

You've wrung me dry

Hung me out and watched me die 

Each hurt hitting so hard 

So forceful - I couldn't get up..

This is the day 

You're on your own 

What will you do without your punching bag

Icicles now fall from my eyes 

My love turning cold turning to hate..

Take a look inside of me now

Where is she 

That girl who gave you her heart

With a love so pure

It rocked your world

You won't leave her be 

Can't set her free 

You just didn't see 

The congealing of her heart

Splintered

Your eyes say it all..

So beautiful I am they whisper

Beauty that runs deeper than the skin - a reflection of your love 

Your mouth speaks of such adoration 

Your touch full of affection 

Oh how I miss you..

Bubbling over with love

feeling the essence of you..

It fills me up 

breaks me down..

My heart has split without breaking 

Something so beautiful hurting so much

I need you to know 

I live those moments with you over&over again

Wherever you are 

I'll yearn for you all my days 

Your love flowing through my bones 

filling in my fissures..

You make me whole in my brokenness..