Loudness of Love

Loudness of Love

Crescendo.. 

feeling the intensity as you say it..

my name - spoken so strongly so gently - safe in your mouth 

Protected and loved is how I feel as it flows from your sweet lips

Peaking - it vibrates 

Touching every cell in my body 

You are my atmosphere of love 

Effervescent 

Unselfish adoration 

Lifting me from the dark to the light 

Taking your time to know me 

patching all the tears I've endured - with such patience..

My dreams you don't take -

You create..

Something tells me you're different than the rest 

You are the very best 

my heart yours till the end 

So go ahead 

Speak my name any way you like 

I feel what I hear 

The climax - loud and clear..

Leave Her Be

Leave Her Be

She is she 

Let her be 

Love her the way she comes..

Stop the torment of your words 

Don't you see her shackled by them 

Shouldering the brunt of the vile you spew

Burying it all silently within..

Toying dangerously with her 

Leave her mind alone

It's connected to her soul which controls her heart

She's falling apart 

She isn't a game to be played

She is strong yet breakable 

Stop chipping away at her beauty 

It's rare - unique - one of a kind 

And she will love you till she's no more..

She knows no other way..

A love you will never forget 

One you will crave and seek 

But only to be found within her..

the damage you do to her doesn't stop there 

It is harming you too..

It will follow you all your days

your mind will play your evil ways 

Over and over 

Your ears will hear the silent cries of her heart and cringe 

and try as you might 

The sounds will never fade

The worst part about you 

is you just can't see all it reveals

And never will you heal 

tearing down someone else..

She's disappearing into your madness

She is she and was once free 

unchain her 

Please leave her be..

Elusive

Magnetic

is our connection 

so complex - psychologically physically 

my mind absorbing you until it's only you 

craving your touch until it's all I feel 

The closer we become,

The less i grasp 

looking in the mirror, 

I study that stranger looking back

The hands that touch my face   I no longer recognize..

closing my eyes as I draw back my hair I feel you..

catching my breath as you slowly draw it from me 

Your fingers entwined in my hair 

Tugging tightly as you turn my face toward you 

grazing my lips 

my mouth hungry for you

my soul ablaze

taking pieces of me 

until I no longer know where you begin and I end..

may I never be found

Song in the Night

Soaring to places that just can't be..

Insane  moments 

Always surprising 

catching me off guard..

With such words of love 

my blushing cheeks respond 

in awe of your tenderness bestowed upon me

Impossibly always new to my heart 

ever growing 

in this world of our mad love

You speak the language of my soul 

You've moved my mind up 

Releasing a new kind of 

happy in me

Moments with you always will be one of life's greatest mysteries 

a magical garden bursting into life 

I see it all in your eyes

my love will never dull 

flourishing in you

You've restored a new me that only you can bring

No longer walking through the garden alone 

You've given me song in the night 

My soul will always sing..

Awoken

The lie is in your

smile 

as the venom drips from the same mouth that devoured me with sweet love..

Closing my eyes to it

heart slams shut

No more looking into my soul 

No more stealing my breath..

The magic is gone 

Spell broken 

I have awoken 

No longer an emotional jigsaw puzzle with its' pieces scattered about..

It has been solved

The link between my heart and mind connected..

Couldn't break me but certainly taught me the heart has power over the mind..

twisting deception into beautiful lies..

 

Perfectly Flawed

Let me love you imperfectly so I can love you completely

Letting go of imaginings that hold me back 

So lovely to free-fall into our perfect circle of unknown.. 

ever-changing wildly crazy

Solid moments of you 

My best days are my days with you 

For some, they wander in search of it all their days

For others, they know love is simply lost 

And sadly - some just don't believe..

Though we fade in&out and back again, We are always there- can't be denied 

Like that well worn chair..

Sometimes misplaced but never forgotten 

and when you rediscover the simple pleasure of curling up and enjoying it again - you know you are where you belong..

Not a beat of my heart would exist, without the thought of you

I will chip away every brick and every stone that holds you back 

No walls no fears no

Regrets 

Submit to my flawed love 

This is one imperfection worth  the troubles 

Let me shatter my love over you..

Afraid Secure Me

Solid..shaky..

Steady as an earthquake..

so sure of my footing 

Other times drifting nowhere lost and alone 

hands shaking, heart racing  falling and crashing 

Nowhere to land..

afraid but secure in my fear of the unknown

accepting what I cannot control 

setting the reins free

My heart is filled with sweetness..

my security lies in His arms 

My peace in His love 

My unknown answers blanketed by the beat of His  heart 

Though uncertain of much 

my fragile heart is settled

that soothes my mind 

And I know I'll be just fine..

WindBlown

Like the Summer wind 

You linger..

Wafting in&out of my thoughts 

Gently traipsing through me

Cool as an ocean breeze 

I inhale you and it sends me tumbling 

Soothing as a summer day 

Your warmth fills my mind,

caresses my body and I'm wind blown..

Footsteps are effortless 

My heart is still 

Gone is the angst 

Dreams come to life and my soul is once again carried away

Leaving my troubles behind..

Whisk me away to 

Whichever direction your wind is blowing..

Storm of Love

Rough, wild, turbulent waves

magnificent to watch beautiful like your love

Unknown and full of surprises 

Bringing to shore all its' beauty

Splashing out of control 

crashing into me until I no longer see

eclipsing the old, setting me free

Refreshing my mind 

cleansing my soul 

creating desires I never knew

No more existing below in murky dark waters 

Im walking on colorless transparent vivid as can be 

This beautiful sea..

Your words of care

Flowing in and out of me

Drenching me in a storm of love 

The sound of you rushing through me

sweetest vibrations to my soul

I am sated in your love

Drown me in it 

Let it wash me clean 

Mad Hope

Self destruction..

Pain unleashed like no other.. 

every word a strike to her raw nerves

Every fiber of her being exposed.. Rotting from the inside out..

Tweaked Love wrapped in hate sadness anger 

ripping its' way through her heart..

Decaying slowly 

Nobody sees, nobody knows the depth of misery she trudges through 

The light in her eyes turned off leaving her to live in the shadows of what was..

Dark skies all around as she grasps about looking to find herself 

He loved her till she was no more..

Too caught up, to blind to see she was living in his debris 

Her tired heart still beats for him 

as if she never knew that 

Loving him was the beginning of the end..

Perception

Electrifying 

Blinded by the dazzling currents passing through her

Nothing making sense 

seared by the thought of him

Inseparably together is how she feels

Uncertain where reality starts and fantasy ends 

Her heart has blurred her mind 

They've become one 

It all looks the same 

She wears him and he wears her 

Her happiness and elation so quickly deflates.. Knowing they can't possibly have what they want 

Just a beautiful dream growing in them..

unsure & feeling lost

She wants what she imagines

Afraid her imaginings are better than where her feet are planted 

Afraid she's lost perception to truth 

She reminds herself to want what she has

No bitter will take root in her

She buries the seed that has sprouted 

closing herself to it

No matter that she envisions his skin next to hers

Her eyes cast down 

Heavy with dreams she sighs,

So much wanting to make him  mine she cries..

Her Untamed heart bleeding for him.. 

She will leave his colors behind  

Knowing where she was is beautiful..