Wednesday, December 30, 2015

Inked



Like a needle slipping into my skin 
Pricking it breaking it 
until each nerve 
was jumping 
alive feeling each moment Bubbling scabbing and slowly..
little by little turning into a beautiful one of a kind of us..
Outlining our love 
A pattern all of its' own 
Running deep from the inside out..
Displayed for the world to see
flowing through my veins 
Landing in my heart
Permanent markings 
stretching bending with life weathering it all.. 
Though It may smear fade
and lose some of its' outward beauty 
You Keep my love so young so new
my stained heart bleeds only your name..
I wear you.. 
marked by indelible designs of your love



Thursday, December 24, 2015

Dancing through it..



Dancing Through It..

With every broken mile she walked 
She melded into the very ground below her..
Anguish & despair burying her deeper with each step 
Hopelessness scratched and clawed until She was raw numb..
Unsure what she believed 
A strong mind pressing on
She kept reaching out..
Like a lost child 
afraid - yet certain something worthwhile awaited her..
Innocence still breathing within her heart
searching for her own something 
She wished for more 
She wished to be loved 
Wished to believe it tangible..
Unsure of what 'it' really meant
She danced through her tears..
That Flicker of hope setting ablaze a wild fire in her..
she knew what her something was..
It is She
She is the real thing 
She will be stubborn love refusing to believe she has no place
It is real and can be rough 
but the music beckons her..
As she tentatively sways to the sound 
She feels gentle hands wrap around her face 
whispering 
This is for you 
You are worth it 
There is a place for She..

It's Simple



Needing.. Wanting 
Wanting.. Needing 
Some say it's the same 
I say not..
Learned early on
Thought I needed my parents..
Until i didn't.. 
then I knew
The difference..
Set me free to love without expectations
Love is a gift 
And what a gift
When I met you
You intrigued me
I liked you
You moved to my beat
I chose you 
You are my kind of crazy
Not because I needed you 
Because I want you 
not a dependent love..
I can breath on my own 
or a need to be filled.. 
you aren't medicine 
So simple.. 
It is purest love that keeps me wanting you 
That draws me in 
Sets me on the highest highs 
A mind lost in the thought of you 
Allows my heart happiness
My soul complete freedom..
No limits no rules no walls
To love you 
Is to love with complete abandon..
Setting me free in the want of you ❤️

Saturday, December 12, 2015

RunWildLiveFree

RunWildLiveFreeLoveStrong


She sits alone unaware 
lost 
only seeing darkness surrounding her..
until she realizes she is squinting 
Beams of golden sunlight covering her face 
her eyes seeing feeling forcing her out of the abyss..
Bodies are moving 
Carefree running wild 
smiles laughter
happy moments it seems..
Her eyes suddenly wet
tears springing her to life..
Where did it all go?
Is it true time saps it from us?
Or did she just give it away 
Willingly unwillingly unaware 
Taking for granted such a gift..
simple Joy
Allowing it to dissipate..
Slowly disappearing like the days of her youth..
Sadness happiness
Hope despair 
Trying moments 
exhausting ones 
impossible ones
giving up
Can't see past this moment ones..
They hurt 
can Break us down
But Only for a moment 
it won't destroy our fight..
Uncertainty can draw out our strength 
No matter that fear is intertwined with it..
Untwist your thoughts change up your beliefs 
creating new hope 
New joys smiles laughter 
a carefree heart is born 
The gift of loving life takes over 
The good moments burying the bad 
She wants that..
She shakes loose the dirt she's been breathing 
Leaving the shackles behind 
Running wild 
Getting lost in those happy moments 
It's her story 
One more chance to dream again through a young heart..
She can write a new beginning any time she wants..

Wednesday, December 9, 2015

Celebrate Us Home



My Eyes atrophying losing sight of the living 
your eyes crystal clear filled with hope..
My nerves on edge straining to hear any remnants of life
Beautiful face smiling at every sound you hear and
Legs free to move about
While my walk is bound with legs that betray me 
Twisted face scrawled with anger remembering all things that once were..
Each moment new to you 
Happiness etched on your face..
Anger hurt frustration have taken root in my home 
You are lost in a far better place 
Your smile exuding peace..
I want us 
Your steady soft hand slowly touching me 
calming my frustration 
releasing my anger 
covering my hurt
Reminiscing 
I want the magic of you
I am the air you breathe 
Such Memories..good&bad 
Moments of love shared
hearts Synced 
Never outgrowing us
I'll carry you&you carry me 
Celebrating 
Till we draw our last breath 
Our tenderness never extinguished 
substance of our profound love carried on through six beautiful souls 
We are never-ending❤️



 


Saturday, December 5, 2015

Madness of Love



Dreams
bringing to life hope..
Stories written about it 
Movies made about such things..
What magic have you over me..
Drawing tears of joy from deep within
An unending well of love
Bringing to life my senses
Gently softly calling forth my closed heart
Tentative at first 
then bursting wide open 
as a chasm that couldn't contain the pressures built around it..
eliciting every emotion from me all at once
spilling out the tenderest of love 
invisible arms wrapping   around me tenderly 
The bitter sting of fear fading 
slowly lifting me out of such despair
It takes my breath away 
Leaving me filled with wonder 
with awe..
The mystery of you 
causing such a stir 
My heart expanding and contracting to the rhythm of your love 
How can this 
Beautiful madness be
That I am worthy of such adornment 
To be Cherished treasured..
miracles are real 
For here you are..
and I am certain i was made for a moment such as this..



Tuesday, December 1, 2015

Kaleidoscope

Jarring stunning 
Violent 
Collision of the hearts
Fatal 
Shattered glass scattered everywhere - shining beautifully 
Deceptive 
You're here in my waking moments 
and crashing through my dreams 
dancing on 
my battered heart
Did I love too much 
How did I miss it..
Unraveled and broken 
Left me naked
Exposed
No disguising the bruises
Do you know what I know
Do you know what I feel 
Or was it all one sided..
I was your stomping ground 
Each turn revealing a 
beautiful shade more intoxicating than the last..
Simply having me for a good time..
I wasn't afraid to fall..
Well now I'm no longer petrified to stand tall
Dusting you off with each step 
my colors coming back 
No longer blue
My shades speak the truth 
Heart bleeds red
unlike your Kaleidoscope that beats quietly deceptively cunningly
so many mirrors 
you're lost trapped in between them.. 
until each one slowly cracks 
giving way to a cascade of jagged broken glass.. 
Burying you