Untempered

Love..

full of raw emotion 

and vulnerabilities..

beautiful, full of life 

And terrifying in its’ unknown..

love beyond your sensibilities 

immerse yourself into the moments 

they are yours to live 

To explore

Put your hand in the Flame

Let it set you on fire 

exist in untempered love 

Unmoderated..

Go as high as the flame will burn before it dies out..

That spark 

will rekindle time after time 

good or bad 

Happy or sad 

shred the moments 

Devour them..

Love in itself is both intense and beautiful 

Better to be skinned alive 

than to never know

a love not lessened by anything..

Au Revoir

I wished to live..

pleading, begging on my knees at times..

struggling for the good,

fighting for air, 

my fight wild and everywhere..

aiming for high 

for every low..

somehow You thought not 

how could You know..

How can that be?

I gave it my all

No holds barred..

through the decimation of my heart and a raping of my soul I persevered.. 

yet somehow You see through eyes of old, of new, of past and present

Of things to be..

help my loves now 

see through fresh eyes,

eyes of yours..

ones that see hope through despair,

ones that see light through dark,

Eyes that stay open

as mine close to rest..

I'm letting go now

For I believe

I once was lost but now I'm free..

The child in my heart will always rise above..

Seeking, hoping,

Knowing there is more to come..

Wild&Mysterious

the draw is unimaginable.. my heart & mind can't reconcile the mystery of you..

It is wild 

Beautiful in its' unknown 

Captivating without touch.. yet you know me inside out

You have this mysterious way of reading me, 

changing me,

renewing me..

There is a pitch and cadence to you that causes thunder in my heart..

You have my attention

I will be patient 

my time is yours..

nothing has nourished my soul like this

Nothing can compare..

Bloody Victory

The wounds are hemorrhaging..

the torture to great to bear.. the heart oozes with agony.. the ugly, the hurt, the groans and moans drowning her out..

no longer concealed within her psyche

there are gaping holes everywhere..

puncture wounds that bandages can not contain, as pieces of her are scattered about..

the stench of her rotting soul engulfs her

The suffocation causing her to run

She looks around blindly, unable to see through her shaded eyes..

gasping for air

desperate enough

She welcomes the thought of newness..

of being rescued from herself 

for she has finally seen the light..

No Such Thing..

Theories..

scientific, romantic, outlandish -

All prolific in our minds..

daydreams that give color to my black & white world..

whimsical fantasies created in the hopes of ones' playful wishes..

perhaps an obsession never a reality..

and then you appeared..

I lost my footing as fantasy and reality blurred.. 

you became the skin wrapped around my skeleton..

Plausible..

the muscle between my skin and bones changing me..

You are my theory..

Anything is possible..

Heart & Mind

In a lightning quick descent of madness,

It began..

the storm clearing 

Sun appearing 

and the noises changing..

nothing making sense 

no right, no wrong

It just was..

Her mind incapable of stopping it - plans grew.. details forming all on their own -

so thorough - she was frightened..

A plethora of firsts..

her hands shaking as she placed them on the sides of her head - willing the thoughts to stop as they ran rampant..

A quiet hum that was ever present exploding into a loud crescendo..

That only her ears could hear

Only her mind could know

Only her heart felt

Others deaf to it..

Welcoming the unknown 

She feels a strength in the unity of her heart & mind..weakness falling to the wayside..

She will walk before the scorching sun and welcome the warmth as it shares its' love with her..