Endless Moments

Slowly painfully walking you home..

Memories engraved in my soul 

so real I touch you in the emptiness

Dreams bigger than I could have known

A love with no need for words

A part of me that I'll always need

Back inside my head it's safe 

once upon another time 

you were only a thought 

my imagination only touching the surface..

the world was made perfect by your arrival 

Filled with more love than one deserves..

How can this be

My mind is screaming..

Yet you'll be set free

In the end - I am scared 

Afraid of what comes next

wishing for one more moment with you..

Melting into a puddle of tears I smile 

my shattered world shall remain perfect in its' mess

with all its' jagged holes 

for you will always be there 

In my dreams I will see you 

In my heart I will feel you 

In my arms you will remain 

So I'll be brave just like you..

You are my lesson in love

giving completely with your whole heart 

Though I wish for endless moments 

I'll hold your hands tightly as you take your last breath

and I kiss you goodbye

For today is not the end of your story..

Nothing compares

Dancing in my mind..

you accompany me to a rhythm all our own

a dance I wish to always sway to

You meander through my heart, no specific direction,

and gently stitch the gaps, heal the wounds..

such tenderness is you 

I'll unfold before you all that I've become 

my fears crippled

Strangled by your love 

Nothing compares to your embrace 

More than words could ever say..

The beauty never changes 

Your very presence makes me whole 

Enlighten you

Let me write a story on the pages of your heart 

Take it all in.. 

don't miss the beauty of what love entails

You need to see clearly

not to feel shame

But to see the chains you've wrapped around your heart..

The traps might be everywhere with

Darkness all around..

Beware - It's the darkness within that destroys you 

Knowledge is power 

Fuel your mind, renew your heart 

Savor it.. 

quiet your soul 

Love illuminates 

Let me shine brightly within you 

Beginning of Everything

It was like any other day

Until it wasn't..

The frailty, the vulnerability

it all came to be as you stood in the light and I could truly see..

felt like an 

Eternity had passed and yet time stood still 

unending moments 

Hold my hand 

It's electric between our fingers as they find their way home

Do not be afraid

Our love will guide you through & through 

Our love will set you free

We will be strong and let you go where you belong 

and so we end where we began 

in one breath..

Sweetness remains..

Death.. it's all around..

The grip so tight it leaves the air dry.. the breath doesn't come easy

The sting of it all can be paralyzing..

reality sets in.. 

ever so vulnerable.. 

fear, pain, sadness, loneliness.. 

Overwhelming thoughts bring you to your knees 

You can't escape it

You can't beat it..

We hold on tighter - so afraid..

hearts pounding so loud

It awakens you back to the present..

It is beating - You are living

You are loving 

Life is all around

moments are alive

Your mind screams live it with passion

knowing it's all unknown

Life is such a gift..

from the moment we cry out with air filling our lungs to the last breath we take as we slip away to peaceful slumber..

Death is not the end

For they live on within you..

breathe in deep 

taste the sweetness of it all

and exhale that spark of life on all those around you..

Blanket Me

It echoes.. 

my soul trembles 

leaving me weak and helpless in you 

A love so powerful it keeps evolving, enveloping me in its' fierce yet tender grip

Covering me with the sweetest aroma of you 

A beauty like no other 

You love in a way all its' own 

A soulful kind of love 

all else paling next to it 

nothing will break it 

Life won't shake it 

Death won't end it 

We are forever