Designer of Me

see what is me

feel hold believe what you see my reflection

It's so real 

it's tangible all you will feel 

It speaks volumes 

Hidden truths  

It's what's inside 

The breath of my soul and opening of my heart are preserved for you

Let the rain of your love pelt on me until it stings

All freedom comes at a price

Designer of my heart that loves so freely now 

I am the sum memories of we

At last I see the light 

and the reflection of you shines so bright 

Crush Me

Heart screaming for a second chance..

Willing to make mistakes for the love of you as life goes on

Happy sad somethings 

Something is never nothing 

let me tell you nothing you want to hear 

With every crushing blow 

I grow 

every broken bone I feel you 

It renews me as it juts through  me

seeing with new eyes

Loving with an undiscovered heart 

So shatter me 

To bits and pieces..

I learn through the remnants of us

being held together by the strength of your unconditional love

See yourself through my eyes 

And know how lucky i am

For meeting you was the end of life as the way I knew it

Unguarded

We aren't turmoil with drama & rules 

or fear - owning each other 

So relax and let go 

Can't you see

I'm all in 

I'm set on you

step by step we grow in strength - a love so powerful

It can't be stopped..

My heart wrapped in yours creating wonder as we go 

No person paper or thing can make us a we

A love this beautiful and fierce deserves to be free

I don't want to lose us because I forget who we are

Adventurous is all we want to be..

true to you & me 

Can we lead a normal love 

Define normal 

we are weirdly good 

Forever misunderstood 

We can be anything we want to be

unguarded.. raw in love 

It's our attraction to living life that draws us together 

So let's live the moments carefree as they are meant to be..

Eruption

Stunned 

wide awake

Immobilized by the intensity  of you

alive & affected by your love until my heart is ready to detonate

All I can do is bleed it out..

Cut me open and watch me live..

This love, this amazing passion that grips my heart

Rips me up and sets me free

A love so puzzling, so perfect 

our connectedness can't be mistaken

can't be denied 

an intimacy so deeply shared  

you've erupted a part of me that never existed 

I ache for you through every pore of my being 

Burst my heart wide open

Living for the pain of you 

I never knew

Raise Your Glass

Crushing to watch it disappear

evaporating into thin air as if it never was..

Oh how I had pictured our moments.. 

One after the other 

never ending..

A love that would finally get the time to be.. to share, to grow, absorbing each other until our breath was one..

We'd only just begun before it was done 

I imagined a slowing of time 

Staying put awhile 

It was not to be

Couldn't keep you still 

We were Beautiful..

why does this darkness feel like it has covered us in filth 

overshadowing the light that lit my way 

You made all my crooked paths straight 

With purpose.. meaning..

So hard to breathe now 

This chokehold will never release me 

I don't wish to be 

Your ghost I want to always see

Human fingerprints permanent stains 

leaving their marks of love all around 

When the sun goes down on us and there's no turning back 

I hope you raise your glass to all that was and your heart is set free

Should you turn around and reach for me

I'll always be a breath away from wherever you will be..

Timeless Love

Timeless Moments

Anticipation - one of a kind I never knew

Imagination going wild 

excitement about the unknown known 

Tired feet happy heart achy body

so in love with the love spreading through me

And just like that 

I am forever changed..

In an Instant 

a new heart I bare

each tear filled with you&I 

A hush falls over me awestruck, captivated 

Enthralled by the ball of joy in my arms..

Feeling lost for a moment, tinged with sadness

a jealousy that I must share this oneness with the world 

and exhilarated to show off my gift 

Pink baby toes 

Wiggly chubby fingers 

tickles giggles and fresh baby smells..

cutest bald head to wisps of hair 

babbling to talking

Crawling to running 

Wanting to please me to shutting me out and back again  

Treasured moments teaching you.. watching you grow in size wisdom and love

Priceless ones realizing you taught me back and you taught me well..

How to love unconditionally 

How to walk through hurts pains as well as happy - 

through it all

love remains the same..

Moments I wish to freeze 

wrapping my arms around it

forever frozen in time

It warms my heart..

A love that will stand the test of time and beyond..

You are my story of life

Set You Free

My heart will call it a day..
Listened very closely 
heard a soul crying out 
And realized it is my own 
all alone..
You have moved on
Leaving me behind 
I don't belong here any more
love so easily turned off and on at will it seems..
Did I not permeate your soul 
Your being as you did mine..
Or did I live this love on my own wishing what I see to be the truth that I dream..
Just Couldn't be..
For you see
My heart has grown - it's been set free
My once shut eyes
Can finally see 
My ears alive - dancing to the beat
My life full - richer because of you..
So in my pain
I see all I've gained 
My broken heart overflowing with love that can't be contained..
With all my strength I'll let you be 
I've set you free 
As you did me..

Runneth Over

steeped so deeply in you 

I'm completely submerged 

heart open and soaking up all you are 

cleansing, renewing 

until every part of me is softened - letting go

Giving my all

nothing left but you..

You read me through my heart 

I'm overcome 

Two becoming one 

A seed of pure love that will forever grow

A unity that fills us up 

my cup runneth over 

Extract the flavor of me 

cover my mouth with yours 

Kiss me slowly into the night 

while I rest in your love..

Uncharted Passion

Explore with me

the uncharted space between us

Fear replaced by eagerness 

ready to run through this unfamiliar territory connecting our minds

Can't seem to get enough 

I just want to hang around

Feet on the ground 

Unlike anything before 

I like you so much 

sweetest genuine crooked smile lighting up your face 

Your jagged worn heart 

filling in my broken pieces in all the right ways

making us whole 

Let's do this unknown together

Walk into my heart 

We have 

Longer than forever..

Come what may 

Face to face 

Journey with me

as we map out the undiscovered depths of our hearts

Discover Me

Undress me

Layer by layer 

Uncover me 

Make known the unknown.. 

Your existence I wish to dwell in

Would you cover me in it

Something from you that's out of the norm 

Moments All my own 

Would you dare to let go..

Let me in your thoughts 

I go dark when 

Your mind shuts me out 

Leaving me radio silence and a Bleeding heart 

There is beauty behind our

madness 

You got me running circles 

would you dare to catch me

or am I chasing my own tail..

make me your exception 

The warmth of your smile melts away my cold

let my gentleness touch you inside 

There is a space filled only by us 

We are exactly how it should be..

Don't give up before we try

Unearth what surely will let us fly..