Thursday, June 11, 2020

Whole

I kiss each wound 
where it’s begun..
The hurt shrouded beneath the brilliance of the sun..
i wish the beauty of it to dance over you 
healing all that’s been stung..
time to let go 
the winds howl loud
a doleful cry is heard above the clouds...
where you were torn 
will be shorn no more..











Thursday, May 28, 2020

Tracing the lines of my soul


Tracing lines of my soul

found my breath while I was drowning..
Slow fire burn 
Oh how I yearn..
Heartbeats yours  
loud, fierce 
gentle, strong..
determined to live out what’s mine
a wrinkle of time is all 
that’s begun..
warmth stirs my soul 
lingering on 
like the beauty of the sun and the stories it holds..




Ghosting



moving, breathing 
raw inside 
There are no words for things I hide 
wondering, pondering 
where did i go...
was it real 
am I here
Is it all fear...
Invisible, gone 
ghosting is strong
fighting through hard 
it’s all wrong...
heart of steel 
be gone..

 

Monday, May 4, 2020

Love of mine...

love of mine...

you took up residence in my head 
seeding a warmth in my heart..
unpredictable is our path
we are the miracle in the middle of it..
my soul blooming for you 
grooming a love that couldn’t be contained 
no right 
no wrong 
simply where we belong..
no template for what’s begun
a recognition 
an exploitation of love that has taken its’ run..



Monday, April 27, 2020

air beneath my feet...




flying 
or stuck 
this gilded cage of mine.. 
breathing or suffocating 
the walls are closing in..
lost myself along the way
do I have to stay.. 
everything I ever knew 
came from you..
I feel the air beneath my feet 
rattling my bones 
breaking it down 
building it up 
I see the door 
the way out..
listen to my shout 
flutter your wings 
let’s change the scene..

Sunday, April 19, 2020

Quarantined love..

one way ticket 
enjoy the ride...
will we survive 
as we walk this in stride..
is it my heaven or 
hell that’s arrived...
what you imagine is what you will see...
it can be easy
free as the breeze 
or lock you down cold 
struck with disease... 
hope is a dream
not always what it seems... 
Detours here
Detours there
Sometimes happy 
sometimes they scare...
seven years passed 
like water under the bridge...
for a brief moment in time 
our lives paused 
giving us cause to love without laws..


Thursday, April 2, 2020

tiniest second...




you filter through the pane...
sheltering in deeper and deeper 
all of it in vain 
no glass thick enough to keep away the pain...
hand reaches out 
fingers tracing yours... 
For the tiniest second you have everything to gain...
searching deep within 
you no longer know your name... 
each tear rolling down 
sweeps you to the ground...
breaking the glass 
I’ll clean up the shard...  time will stand still 
until the parts of your divided heart heal... 

Sunday, March 22, 2020

alive in the fall...

alive in the fall...

in the quiet 
I’m there...
when you’re not looking 
unaware...
the lull of my voice 
leads you there...
Loud in your heart 
pushing and pulling 
leaving no choice..
what will you do 
who is it that rules...
Can’t part the sea 
to reach the shore... 
Undertow looming 
till you’re no more...
The ground racing toward you 
alive in the fall...
I’m hidden in the details 
Greatest secret of all...

Thursday, March 12, 2020

Canvas me..

unbleached cloth 
your love seeping through me...
shaping my heart 
until it’s tightly woven...
a canvas to you 
Paint me what you will...
my colors vibrant by your gentle touch 
happy to mix it up...
changing shades in your storm
set sail with me 
in the sea of love we have formed...

Saturday, February 29, 2020

Rooted...

Rooted...

solid strong 
our house won’t fall 
bones are good 
changing with time 
like petrified wood..
banged around 
chips hit the ground 
melodic pain 
it’s worth the gain..
we scatter but we won’t shatter into pieces we dont know..
we built us well
time will tell



Tuesday, February 11, 2020

Only just begun..



moments are fleeting
my heart is bleeding 
feels incomplete..
was it enough
did I reach you 
teach you 
as I become a mime with time..
does your heart know what mine has sown 
from the moment you began..
words collapse on my tongue as I become undone 
in awe of the human you have become..
independent
confident
you wear it well..
breaking free 
while I hold so
tight
reigning you in with my might..
my heart overflows with stories untold..
beaming with pride 
I’ll let your hopes dance
not fearing the past that cannot last..

Symphony of you




Tugging, pulling 
the music is cued..
Heart strings dangling  
waiting on you..
wound up tight 
Fill me with dread 
Or sheer delight..
It’s a choice 
your choice
which do you choose...
elaborate 
full spectrum 
You bring on the charm
Symphony in my head
sound the alarm..
it’s music 
our music 
we don’t skip a beat
Let’s waste moments together 
while we bruise in the heat..
blood vessels may rupture but what do we care 
a little discoloring 
we will not scare..
We’re classic 
complex 
symphonic at best..
our love is relentless 
when put to the test..

Wednesday, January 29, 2020

Scorched





searing 
Burning 
lighting my core 
you cut
twisting, turning 
leaving no spot..
the screaming in my soul it can’t be whole..
I want to soar 
touch the sky
feel the sun 
till I’m high..
in my eyes you’d see the
sunshine till it made you cry
if your wanderlust settled 
you’d stay awhile..
A tale we could tell 
you’d know me well..




Monday, January 6, 2020

This is love..



Bruised knees to bruised hearts 
every moment - a new start..
you give
you take 
we grow through heartache..
searching 
wandering 
leading me through 
Beautiful ghosts I always knew 
you give and I live..
Memories within 
never grow old..
invaluable, priceless
we slowly unfold..
I’ll dance with the shadows of all that we know 
you color my heart vibrant 
our story untold..