Wednesday, February 20, 2019

Untamed..




Steady as we go 
settling me so
gently we flow
rhythmically letting go..
the winds take a change 
chaos rules the day and we blow every which way..
nothing stays 
Nothing remains 
to what avail 
What have we gained..
unexplainable, unchangeable, 
incredible we..
it’s you, it’s me 
It’s what we see 
when lost at sea..
undeniably real
sets us still..
ours moments untamed 
we are beautiful 
we are no name..



Monday, February 18, 2019

Smile within...





I found a smile within,  sweet season 
coming round again..
sometimes you win
sometimes you lose
sometimes the blues settle in..
make a choice
choose..
It’s all been said
it’s all been done 
both feet forward until
I’ve won..
In my quiet unbound
I shall remain footloose 
While I watch life go round and round
my smile has been found..

Saturday, February 16, 2019

Regretful delight..




Bittersweet you..
painful and pleasant regretful delight..
your aroma soothes my soul
such a pitiful sight..
my heart skips a beat with the aftertaste sweet..
in my haste
I failed to see
the deceit,
the greed 
and the pretense of your need..
I bow out with grace 
no hate on my face 
leave me be I plead
left alone 
to wallow in disgrace..
I harbor no ill will..
for still - be as it may 
I will display 
Only the good 
my home full of memories 
a mixture of sad with a heart full of glad..
an ending that must come - though it leaves me undone..




Undaunted..




Hands down 
Fists unwound 
Heart open
to the sound
You will love what couldn’t be found..
No sense in fighting it -
instead, delight in it..
you’re richer because of it 
Stronger in the midst of it..
Your senses thrive on it..
You’ll come to understand things not known 
The unknown value unfolds
seeing the imperfect perfectly bold..

Thursday, February 14, 2019

Between the moments..




between the moments of living and dying 
there are moments divine
We are many kinds of beautiful..
watching the sun set one last time 
the beauty in the darkness
the hope in the empty
And the warmth in the coldness of goodbyes..
There is a morning after 
We won’t have to search anymore..
fascinated how we can become undone 
yet remain as one..

Monday, February 11, 2019

Not a given..





The seconds that tick 
dissipate unaware
giving way to the day 
creating moments that are rare..
unparalleled - unequal-
unique to their own..
not a given but a 
gifting
your time like fine wine..
Take it in slow 
savor it as it goes..
for if you’re lucky enough to see the value 
of the time that entwines you
to those all around you
then you’re free to know 
There is no hold
There is no goal 
There is no premium on the giving of your so

Tuesday, February 5, 2019

Lose to win..



love is a losing game..
Defeat 
in ways that make you as it breaks you..
give in to the pain 
It fills you with joy 
with strength 
So much to gain..
Shadows of your heart 
Hit you in the darkest part
A noose around your neck 
that grip will rip 
till you feel no more..
trust it - walk through that door..
If I was a sculptor 
I’d mold me into you 
you into me
We’d be the best we could be 
losing while we win to the best moments unknown 
getting lost in the game with no name..

Feathers and steel




For a moment 
For a day 
Show me the way..
bring me home to the place I wish to be.. 
I bleed every time I choose to lose..
my heart has quieted down 
no longer wishing to drown..
last fight with my twin
the enemy within
not giving in
victory is my win..
The wrinkles on my soul have made me whole..
I’m strong, I’m weak 
I’m right, I’m wrong 
I’m all mixed up 
But I belong..
Feathers or steel
why not both 
They make me real..