Fairy Dust..

I loved you before I knew what it was

My heart calling out before I could verbalize your name..

Walking toward you before I understood you existed 

A longing - I felt

a yearning - I taste

a reckoning of the soul to be made whole..

It beckons me..

I envy the peace of the dead 

The quiet in the head-

one I’ve never known..

They want me to hold on

Feel the heartbeat - don’t give in to defeat..

My beginning never got to start 

Now I ask you - put me in the ground 

Let me end where I began

I can’t exist in this magical land 

Let me be the fairy dust in your hand.