Irrational

Moments of pure happiness&joy

Found Living in the moment..

Like a switch 

Moments of total fear&despair

As she slowly fades away..

All Gone in an instant 

Heartbreaking to wake up..

Harder still 

realizing it's only the beginning of the end 

Is she shutting down?

Is it real?

Not sure..

Is she all gone&forgotten

No memories?

As if it never was 

No..

Sweet Glimpses remain..

Nothing is lost forever 

Even as it decays 

Falling apart 

The fascination to keep her alive grows stronger 

pushing her forward

Irrational Hope is awakened 

living on in her 

She fights fiercely 

never to let the dark eclipse her light..