Thursday, October 17, 2019

Drift away..



words now elude me
It’s just not the same..
I scream out your name 
to the silence reverberating the emptiness of pain..
my mind lost in time 
searching for the place that was once mine..
i took your hands 
we joined life 
together we faced all its’ strife..
I feel you here
yet you’re no where near.. 
I quietly watch as you subside 
You are the one my heart can’t hide..
rare 
Beautiful 
Uniquely you 
A recipe of our own 
we honed to share..
You heighten my senses 
awaken my core 
my soul is fighting strong to belong once more..
with each breath you breathe 
I grieve..
for I know what I know 
as you slowly drift away.. 
The kindest love is letting you go..
will I stand 
Will I sink 
as I slip to the brink 
when your fingers loosen mine for the very last time..


Sunday, September 29, 2019

The map of you..

we've lived 
we've loved 
you fill my soul 
I mapped out the route of loving you whole..
it’s endless & growing 
as life moves you about
in its’ all knowing 
it shows all your sides 
even the inaccessible parts you try to hide..
there’s beauty within 
the hidden treasures of your heart..
a collection of all that’s been and to be
has taken us places pinned for you and me..
our worlds always turning 
shifting us so
melding your pieces into mine as we go..
one step at a time 
let’s walk toward the spaces where adventure awaits us..




Saturday, September 21, 2019

Inevitable..





arms flail open 
life spins you round 
staying up as you hit
the ground 
I feel you crumble in my outstretched arms 
the tears you hide 
my heart soaks up inside..
not by accident 
nor design
we were granted time..   
let’s live
let’s give
somethings lost somethings gained 
one thing is certain
we won’t stay the same..  
there’s more than this -
more than the worst thing it has done -
love may have lost
it comes at a cost.. 
you will live on within 
immortal in me 
I’ll be your voice and 
live out the choice you fought to have.. 
I love your smile 
wish you’d stay awhile..
bold in your walk
a sight to behold 
There is beauty in the inevitable
or so I’ve been told.. 


Sunday, September 8, 2019

Rains in her heart..






silenced heart 
no where to start..
lips tremble with fear
closing them tight 
she’s filled with fright..
If she lets her tongue loose 
will she hang by the noose..
what is right 
what is wrong
where do you belong..
why so afraid..
sway with the moments 
bend with the flow..
today is yesterday forgotten 
let it go..
Lost in tomorrow’s unknown 
it rains in her heart 
Washed away by the tides of history
let’s restart..
Trace the moments 
as your mind rewinds 
let it find you back to mine..



Tuesday, August 27, 2019

Bound..




Scale it down 
soften the blow
Fleeing from the gust that throws me so..
slipping away 
unafraid 
reality or fiction 
who’s to say..
Unrequited dreams 
How loud they scream
saying so much more 
I choose to ignore..
walking along the gentle shores 
The peace it roars
so beautifully loud 
Hidden well within this spell 
Twine me up 
Bind me tight 
the shroud of you is my delight..




Monday, August 12, 2019

Between the lines..

Line by line
the words keep time
each designed to mark you mine..
Eyes wide open 
Hungry heart
seeking truth from the start 
we grow, we mold 
we cave, we fold
between the lines 
Our story is told..
Page by page 
We are made new
grown from all we didn’t know..
Our story 
left to share and teach 
that love is a gift 
It inspires us best.. 
In time 
for each 
the curtain must fall..
intertwined souls through it all...
an adventure lived 
a tale told 
though grounded now 
it will never grow old 
our hearts a sieve 
so much to give..


Tuesday, July 23, 2019

Onto the stage..




no moments wasted..
yesterday’s are disappearing..
Dreaming the dreams 
scheming my things 
bringing them to life
before I lose sight of any landmark to my heart that leads me there..
The devil is in the details they say
play it out anyway
Quiet souls, feisty goals 
we broke all rules..
history shared
with so much care
Your essence radiates through the tear..
If It wasn’t a dream before the break
my heart is now 
fully awake..
walking onto the evolving stage with fright, delight and anticipation 
the unknown grabs my soul and I am whole..
feet tracing the lines that will wind me there 
here I come 
without a care..