Tuesday, November 10, 2015

Love Trippin...



A high She can't seem to come down from
Though heights frighten her..
So much unknown to wrestle with
Though Afraid - she keeps following what is Known
the only thing that matters..
Connected hearts living out what they know 
What they feel 
Moment by moment coloring in that elusive rainbow 
in their own way 
Their own time..
Each shade a different story 
Each smile unearthing a special moment
Hundreds of them
telling a life story
One that could only belong to her&him he&she them..
Couldn't do it Alone
No words left to speak
No words needed..
A canvas of his love
With all its' messy wonders 
is painted all over her heart..

Friday, November 6, 2015

Ignited Bones



day in day out 
clock always moving 
with much the same..
No better no worse really..
No man's land 
We can almost forget we exist there 
Until we can't 
that ever-present familiar angst rolling over us again 
We are grateful for these moments I tell myself..
yet waiting hoping 
hungry and anxious for better days 
Can Feel like no one is listening 
The days are not miserable 
Only hard..
Crushing to watch him bear it all 
He aches to wake whole
We ache with him for him..
Watching him fight for 
Yearn for normal life..
disruptive uncomfortable physically and emotionally..
While i watch helplessly 
No saving no rescuing..
He goes it alone moment by moment in his mind..
Never really alone 
Love fuels his weary bones 
While he searches for energy to do more than survive..
Without flinching 
Even in the thick Of crazy 
Though he trips
Arms of love grab him
Right back up he goes
moving forward
Refusing the dark 
never giving up 
Always believing 
Always hoping 
He finds his purpose in the moment 
Falling back into life and loving what's before him..



Thursday, November 5, 2015

Out of the Dark



Always 
Love them
Hold them close 
This is what it's all about 
Moments in the soul..
Shared&treasured
Sought after cared for needed..
So worth giving 
It all comes back 
Seen & unseen
Spoken &Unspoken 
It stays with them..
And for that moment 
You changed their heart 
Their mind their soul
Giving them all they didn't know they needed..
You've strewn a light across their path
Who knows what tomorrow brings 
Who cares
It's happening now 
Make it count 
You're in the Worthwhile moments 
Maybe just maybe 
they fight a little harder 
Hanging on a little tighter 
Shutting out doubts believing their worth 
Letting go of fear 
Feeling the magic in the fire 
and the wonder in everything they see..



Sunday, November 1, 2015

Loved Her Scars..



His love roared 
Louder than her tears
Softening her fears
Drowning out the demons that clawed at her..
until they lost their grip on her heart..
Tattered no more 
The beat of his heart
covering her
The breath of his love enveloping her
Healing her
Nourishing her soul..
filling her mind as she grasped her frailties and fears did not make up the sum of her..
little did she know they only added to the magic of her 
A heart so real so raw
You could not help but love her..
He knew she only needed a glimpse of true love's light..
A love so bright 
It would vanish the hurts that buried her heart mind and soul 
He chose to love her in ways she never knew
He loved her scars..
She chose to believe
The desires of her heart set free
never to walk it alone again..



Saturday, October 24, 2015

Heartfelt❤️



Never certain what the day will bring loving him
Like A song not easy to write 
But the challenge so worth it..
The breakthrough tantalizing
Always Changing my moments 
Many moods he is
Intense gentle passionate strong weak
Up down quiet loud 
A storehouse of love..
A spark of magic in him
In his eyes his smile 
his touch 
Beckoning me always 
These arms of mine always wanting him
My love always growing 
Always changing 
Full of wonder excitement disappointment 
Happy tears sad tears 
Joy&laughter 
A journey of love&dreams
I'd walk through it again&again 
with you 

Friday, October 23, 2015

My Heart to Yours..




Could say goodbye a million different ways
A million different times
It's only words..
Never is there a way to let go
Hole in my heart
Hangs on to our feelings..
Searching looking for that hope 
A lifeline of any kind
Funny thing.. I'll always be there 
Wherever you are 
Wherever you aren't 
Unsure if you're ever coming back
Can't stop the swelling of my eyes..
Is it possible to lose yourself to someone and not lose your way
Don't know that it is..
Don't know I want to be found
Lost in the magic of you
What a gift your love is was has been..
To yearn crave dream you 
Thrills me hurts me fills me completes me..
Our love has always been 
It will always be
The unknown 
Covering the space that separates us❤️


Thursday, October 15, 2015

YOU

You

She knew how to fall in love without trying 
Like breathing air.. 
It was all around her 
Traipsing about as it 
Drew her in
Filling her with new life
As she opened up to it..
One moment after another 
She absorbed him a little more 
Each moment sweeter than the one before..
No more walls between them 
Heart completely opened Soul Bared 
Vulnerable safe exhilarated frightened 
She broke all her rules for him
Something about it all 
Making her want to stay..
for him she risked it all
Foolish? crazy? 
Maybe..
All worth it..
Now what..
She feels the change 
Knew it all along really
Said it could never be..
Storm is brewing 
Chaotic heart
How Will she survive it?
Eyes wide open as they grew into a We..
Can she watch love die..
She's not prepared to
Fall 
He said he'd always catch her..
Haunted by Him
happy moments 
The sweetest love 
The saddest goodbye..
Hello
It will always be You